I need you to know I'm not through the night. Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light. I need you to know that we'll be OK, together we can make it through another day.

I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful, the day I chose not to eat. What I do know is how I've changed my life forever, I know I should know better. There are days when I'm OK and for a moment, for a moment I find hope. But there are days when I'm not OK and I need your help so I'm letting go.